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i haven't blogged much lately because i just don't know what to say...or maybe because there's too much to say...on 5th november i turned seventeen and it's really weird to think that only one year is separating me from adulthood. only one more year to make all these silly and crazy things which seem much crazier as a minor. but on the other hand i don't feel like a teenager anymore. actually i haven't felt like a teenager a long time, i've always felt like i'm more an adult than a teenager. i think differently than other people. i feel like i don't understand others sometimes and they don't understand me, too..
i haven't made many pictures lately & i don't like it..i feel like i've left my camera alone. i miss it. i miss taking pictures. i don't have time to pick up my camera & just go outside & take pictures. but i feel that i have to find time. i have to make time..
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